Doing what I want to do for so long...

I just love accessories especially crystals accessories... Been buying more and more accessories here and there which annoys my mother every single time when I keep buying on impulse.

Solution? Make my own accessories. TAA-DAAAAAA...

What's more brilliant??? Making it as a money-making machine business. TAAAAAA-DAAAAAAAAAAAA!

This is my page, AngelBleu's Collections so please, please, please join my page. Thanks. :)

Ohmygawd, I have something interesting to share. LOL.

To say that I am cruel, yes I am. But to say that I am sarcastic, you are 100% correct. My cruelness depends on the person I am with but my sarcasm knows no end.

The article that I read on STUPID MURDEROUS ACT really make heart boils with what I read...

15 years old girl doesn't kill another 9 years old girl just for fun, you fool. Do whatever you have to do with your crappy life" (as her lawyer said it) but please, please... Killing any living creatures or human beings is out of the questions. Get help or just KILL yourself if you have too but do not involve anyone else in your so called "problem", thank you very much.

I still think that her sentence is not enough. She killed the poor girl heinously so why isolate her from the adult women jail? Let her be with them and let her suffer because most of the inmates there doesn't even have the heart to do such a heinous act as she did. AHMAZING indeed. ROT IN JAIL, bitch!!!

I am so LAZY (If you know what I mean...), sorry.

I have to be honest with you guys... I am such a lazy blogger. Look at my posts. DAMN.

Anyway, I have been busy and drowning with my work as per usual. This work of mine make me a boring person with no fun in life at all. I am becoming a boring adult. NO!!!! Anything but that...

My boss's father-in-law has passed away... Condolence to both of my bosses. Be strong!!!

So, as he and his wife will be in Tawau tomorrow and Saturday, we have to work on Sunday. Not that I don't want to come because it was over-time!!! I will drag my butt to work on Sunday if I have too. Ka-ching!

Nothing much to say but I will search if I have any more interesting stuffs to say or comment to. TUNGGU...

I am officially a Gleek!!! Yes I am!!!

Watching Glee-athon on Starworld. Love all the songs sung in it. Yes, it was not their own songs but the show did gave the songs new twist and boy, I love it and I went GAGA for their songs. I am enjoying it, thank you very much. Signing off...

Wait, wait, WAIT...
Before I am signing off for good... As a Gleek, I will promise my self to:-
(1)  buy Glee Season 1 and season 2 DVD Sets;
(2)  buy Glee CDs; and
(3)  to watch the FINALE (Can't wait...), thank you very much.

I am so in love with CAKES!!!

I have a love and hate relationship with cakes generally... Yes, love and hate. Love because it was so scrumptious to be eaten and I definitely dig in full heartedly whenever I have the chance to do so. Yummy!!! Hate??? Hate because I am getting fat with all that pigging outs on my dear, dear sweet cakes. Hehehehehehe.
Okay, back to my original story. I bought an oven so I am starting over with all that baking stuffs again.
First attempt, undercooked but still eatable.
Second attempt, burned the top of the cake but cooked perfectly all the way through.
Third attempt, haven't done so but hopefully I will succeed in flying colours this time around. Believe in yourself, Cella!!!
Anyway, these are some interesting pictures of some interesting cakes. Adorable I must say...

Cute right... With cakes that beautifully crafted... How can I ever eat it??? Dum, dum, dum.

Mixes of EVERYTHING just like my boring LIFE...

I have been gone for so long because of my working life... Working for the sake of making money is so tiring. Read my lips, T.I.R.I.N.G... I hate being an adult!!! There I said it. And I will say it again and again and again and again and again...

Coping up with my life after my dad's departure... Picking bits and pieces... Facing reality that I have to depend on my self right now. I can't be a clingy person ever again... Okay. I admit that I'm a bit (Too much maybe... MAYBE...) clingy and dependent towards my parents but isn't that normal for being the only child in the family??? Do say YES please... Puh-leaze.

Say NO to that face... Hehehehehe. I know that your freezing cold heart melted with that innocent look of a kitten. My grown-up cats does that face all the time. Yes, I'm a sucker for them. Damn you, furry creatures!!! How can you all be that adorable??? I love and hate you at the same time! I am talking to you, you, you and you!!! (@Lalo, Kimo, Blackee & WieWie the Hamster)
Since I've been gone... What did happen to the rest of the fellow Earthians??? Oooo. There's the wedding. The prices of oil in Malaysia went up, up and away!!! And... And... There goes my weak memories. I can't remember anything else. Damn it.
Speaking about the wedding... My earliest crush is married. Prince William of Wales is married to a lucky girl, Kate Middleton. But, I'm a bit pissed because the Royal Wedding is held on my working day. What the freaking hell??? LOL. But did managed to catch a glimpse at the royal wedding dress. I love it. Classically beautiful. My dream wedding dress!!! Ding, ding, ding!!! Here's a series of the wedding pictures. Enjoy!!!

A beautiful wedding indeed... Poor William. Still so young yet he already have a bald patch. Yun Nam Haircare, my dear. Yun Nam Haircare. This is all for now... Till the next time.

Life have been a HELL on earth but I'm coping with lots of house chores + daily prayers... Praise the LORD for saving my soul.

It took me a while to update my blog... Seeing that the last time I updated it was the last day I have seen my dad alive. It really tortures me...
A day before my dad passed away, I felt quite relieved actually and light-hearted too. Seeing him all of the sudden wanting to go out early and have breakfast with us... He had been sick since Wednesday (13th of October), he haven't been eating much since then. Came Saturday (16th of October), he seems better to me... He'd been eating... He even brought us out during the evening because he wanted to eat again. Bought some stuffs for us too... Who would have expected that it will be the last day for us to be together??? It just broke my heart...
I've never seen it coming nor my mummy... Poor her. She is so sad... She's the one whom discovered that my daddy is no longer with us early Sunday morning... I can still remembered her screaming calling me to go downstairs... I came down and I saw that she was crying and said stuffs while touching my daddy's face. Realization hit me then that my daddy has left us forever... Holding my tears, I didn't came near him because I knew I'll break down and cry so I straightly took my mobile phone+my dad's mobile phone to call for help. Called the Emergency line but the operator said that if the person has already died, the ambulance won't come unless the body needs to be post-mortem. So... I called my uncles, aunties, cousins plus my dad's colleagues... All the while, I'm holding back my tears.
I just can't believed that I've lost my daddy who have always been there whenever I need him too. I always have confrontations with my late daddy, thanks to our stubbornness and beliefs but deep in my heart I loved and care for him. There will be no one to accompany me to watch the coming World Cup from now onwards... No one who will force me to wake up early every morning... No one to talk about politics and world issues... No one to send and pick me up whenever I want to go places... No one for me to beg for allowances anymore... I haven't only lost a father but I've lost a friend, a protector and an advisor too. He makes me feel safe, love and protected for more than 26 years... He gave me everything that he can provide... He always reminded me that men can be a dangerous creatures (He said over and over again that men are willing to do anything to get the women to do everything. The best advice ever!!!)...
I've lost him and I'm still in the process of accepting the bitter fact while healing myself through prayers (I do feel at peace now more than ever... By praying, I've found my inner peace and my beliefs in Christ is stronger than ever... Praise the Lord.) and occasionally crying my heart out (Yes, I do feel better after doing so...), I'm getting by...
My friends said that I'm so cool and holding it together but I have to be strong because I have to look out for my mummy. She's so sad... I can't make her worry about me. I have to be strong for the both of us. I have to take care of my mummy because that's what my dad want me to do. To be strong... I have to protect my mummy in every way. Some people thought that without my dad, they can take advantage... I won't let them ever. My mummy is the type that will avoid confrontation because she doesn't want to quarrel with anyone but I'm the opposite. I'll make sure that it would never happen. I don't mind being hated for protecting my mummy and our rights.
Cool as I seems to appear but if you tick my sensitive spots, you'll get HELL on earth for sure.

FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY BROKEN HEART...
I LOVE YOU, DADDY...
REST IN PEACE...